𝟛_𝔸𝕄_𝕋ℍ𝕆𝕌𝔾ℍ𝕋𝕊

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Her eyes hold galaxies, sparkling with the light of a thousand stars. They are windows to a universe where wonder and mystery intertwine. When I look into them, it feels like falling into an endless night sky, where every glimmer whispers secrets of the cosmos.
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『 mid_am_thoughts🍂 』

It took me a long time to realize that not everything in life is meant to be a beautiful story. Not every person we feel something deep and moving with is meant to make a home within us, is meant to be a forever.
Sometimes, people come into our lives to teach us how to love; and sometimes, people come into our lives to teach us how not to love. How not to settle, how not to shrink ourselves ever again. Yes, sometimes people leave—but that's okay, because their lessons always stay, and that is what matters. That is what remains.

『 mid_am_thoughts🍂 』

Hey famm!!!
Extremely sorry for not posting all these days!!
Will keep y'all updated soon.

Maybe this phase of your journey is supposed to be about preparation. Maybe it's about developing the courage to take those first steps. Maybe it's about finding the stamina to keep going even when you're challenged, even when you become discouraged, even on the days you feel exhausted and it seems as though you'll never arrive. Maybe this part of your journey is about observing studying the world you want to be a part of, the experiences you want to have, the person you want to be. Maybe you aren't supposed to be there yet. Maybe there are still dreams inside of you that have not yet come to light.

『 mid_am_thoughts🍂 』

𝅄 🥀 𝆯𓍯 ˑ˚˙࣪˖،،˖

It's not the fear of losing them that scares us, It's that we have given them so many of our pieces that we fear losing ourselves when they are gone.

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ˡᶦᵏᵉ  ᶜᵒᵐᵐᵉⁿᵗ   ˢᵃᵛᵉ     ˢʰᵃʳᵉ

『 mid_am_thoughts』

𝅄 🥀 𝆯𓍯 ˑ˚˙࣪˖،،˖

Is moving On a Myth?

They said,
It takes 21 days
To heal and move on
From someone you loved;
I met her after months-
A single glance was all it took
To prove them wrong.
Time may heal everything,
But not your first love,
Not the first person you ever loved !

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ˡᶦᵏᵉ  ᶜᵒᵐᵐᵉⁿᵗ   ˢᵃᵛᵉ     ˢʰᵃʳᵉ

『 mid_am_thoughts』

"You can still be the person you want to be, my love. Mistakes, setbacks and bad days do not erase your progress. No matter how tough life might seem at the moment, remember that you are still rising despite the weight. Bad days do not make you a bad person. Accept them as they come, let yourself feel and then learn from them. A difficult time does not take away your growth - difficult times actually help you become the person you are meant to be. You are doing such a great job."

『 mid_am_thoughts🍂 』

𝅄 🥀 𝆯𓍯 ˑ˚˙࣪˖،،˖

October again!

It's October again.
They said a year would
Change so much in me,
But nothing's different;
My heart feels the same
As it did last October
When I fell for you.
I can't deny it-
October was my downfall,
A reminder of what I lost
And all that I still long for!

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ˡᶦᵏᵉ  ᶜᵒᵐᵐᵉⁿᵗ   ˢᵃᵛᵉ     ˢʰᵃʳᵉ

『 mid_am_thoughts🍂』

We fall in love with 3 people in our lifetime:

First love: This love happens at a young age. you eventually grow apart and call it quits over silly things. you may get older and look back and think it wasn't love, but it was.

Second love: The hard one. you get by hurt in this one. this love teaches us a lesson and makes us stronger. this love includes great pain, lies, betrayal, abuse, drama and damage. this love makes us realise a lot of things and makes us grow.

Third love: This love comes blindly. no warning, creeps on you silently. you don't go looking for this love, it comes to you. you can put up any wall and it will be broke down. you'll find yourself caring about this person without trying. they look nothing like your usual crush types, but you’ll get lost in their eyes. you want marriage and family with them. you thank the universe for them. you truly love them.

『 mid_am_thoughts🍂 』

ָ֢֢𝅄 🥀 ִֶ 𝆯𓍯 ࣪ ˑ˚˙࣪˖،،˖

Yeah, I miss you. But honestly, if you texted me right now, I wouldn't run back. I can't
because I know that if I did, you would break me like you did before. My trust and love for you were unconditional, and you broke them.

Now, there is already a new guy. I spent years of my life with you and you choose someone you've known for a while, but not as long as we've been together.

Was I surprised? At first. Yes But deep down, I know you probably just loved the idea of me, yet somehow, i still miss what we had, even if it wasn't real.

I miss calling you, I miss hugging you, I miss our video chats where just smiling in silence meant so much. I miss our way home together. I miss being the person who got to say 'I love you' - and always meant it.

♡ ㅤ    ❍ㅤ     ⎙ㅤ     ⌲
ˡᶦᵏᵉ  ᶜᵒᵐᵐᵉⁿᵗ   ˢᵃᵛᵉ     ˢʰᵃʳᵉ

『 mid_am_thoughts🥀 』

Hey Fam!!

I’d love to see your reactions on the posts! Feel free to express yourself with emojis—whether it's a thumbs up, heart, or anything that fits your vibe. Your emoji reactions help me know what resonates with you the most.

One of the most impactful things we can do to move forward is to accept who people are and stop rewriting their personalities. Stop rewriting their intentions. Stop rewriting their hearts. We tend to have such difficulty accepting that someone doesn't belong in our life and that they may be the cause of our pain because we lie to ourselves about the effect they have on us. Our optimism pushes us to believe the best in them at the expense of our own wellbeing. We know that acknowledging who they are will be the first step in letting them go and that is scary. So we hang on. To who we wish they were, to how we wish they made us feel, and to what we thought they were before we knew them better. We delay the pain of the goodbye. And when we delay it, we compound it. It's time to stop rewriting people and simply read them as they are.

『 mid_am_thoughts🍂 』

She was blah-blah-blah, and he was
hmm,hmm, hmm.

She was a drama queen, and he never
got tired of her.

She used to say, 'I don't look
beautiful, and he always made her
feel beautiful.

She knew he won't hurt her, and he
never did.

『 mid_am_thoughts🍂 』

What is meant for you does not need to be held. It is yours. If something leaves your life, let it go. Even if it is scary, believe me: you will never miss something truly important. When you try to hold on to the old, you do not give the new a chance to enter your life. It is time to open the doors for it.

『 mid_am_thoughts🍂 』

Choose what gives you peace of mind. In whatever ways you may gain in, so long as it is not harmful towards your own being, do it. If being away from everyone will be the best choice to have it, take a break from everything. Always choose what makes your mind and heart at ease, and be back once you feel like you are ready to face the world again.


『 mid_am_thoughts🍂 』

"Not Today"

Someday I won't be afraid of my head
Someday I will not be chained to my bed
Someday I'll forget the day she left
But surely not today
One day I won't need a PhD
To sit me down and tell me what it all means
Maybe one day it'll be a breeze
But surely not today

Oh you don't know what sadness means
'Till you're too sad to fall asleep
One day I'll be snoozing peacefully
But surely not today
Surely not today

One day I'll swear the pain will be a blip
I'll have the hardest time recalling it
I'll be the king of misery management
But surely not today
One day that song won't make me cry anymore (oh no no)
One day I'll get up off the bathroom floor (hey yeah)
Oh, piece by piece I'll be restored
But surely not today (surely not)
Eh, not today

Oh you don't know what happy means
If it's only in your dreams
I'll be acquainted with my jollities
But surely not today
Yeah, surely not today

One day the thought of her won't hurt the same
Won't need distractions to get through the day
I guess I hope I'm gonna be okay

『 mid_am_thoughts🍂 』

ָ֢֢𝅄 🥀 ִֶ 𝆯𓍯 ࣪ ˑ˚˙࣪˖،،˖

All about her!!!

Her face is fresh as a flower
Is it her face in its brilliance or is it the moon itself?
Her face is sheer poetry
Her face has the beauty of the lotus flower
Her face is an artist’s thought and also its translation
Her face is both dream and realisation
Her face is some magical tale
Her face is both certainty and supposition
Her face is like no other seen anywhere
Splendidly luminous, dazzlingly radiant

『 mid_am_thoughts 🍂 』

ָ֢֢𝅄 🥀 ִֶ 𝆯𓍯 ࣪ ˑ˚˙࣪˖،،˖

Like A Flower!!!

He said I look like a flower,
Unaware of the fact that
I'm scared to be a flower.
I'm scared to be picked for my external beauty-
Oh God, forgive me, if it's even beauty.
I'm scared to be just a decoration,
Placed with no true destination,
Or tossed aside on some path,
For his loved one to walk in wrath.
I am scared to be a flower,
It's not so great to bloom and cower.

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ˡᶦᵏᵉ  ᶜᵒᵐᵐᵉⁿᵗ   ˢᵃᵛᵉ     ˢʰᵃʳᵉ

『 mid_am_thoughts🥀 』

Independence ruined....💔💔💔

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Until I Found You
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『 mid_am_thoughts🍂 』