no because why can't i move or make any decisions? it's not depression, because i feel joy and im ok around people and i am able to do things... but also i cant do things? i freeze in one place daydreaming and lost in time, i cannot start big tasks and constantly require something as noise to keep me away from my thoughts. i experience zoomies and hyperactivity, but i also rely on sugar too much these days to stimulate my brain. anxiety is a white noise at this point, and the rest is just unexplainable.
but at least i dont experience extreme mood swings anymore, splitting doesn't happen, depression is canceled ??