贴一段原文 I wish so much that I’d never taken the Ketamine, at least without medical supervision. Without that, I am sure I could have resolved the challenges around alcohol, ambition and being too self-centred. I am sure those fixes are not easy, but they feel easy given my current problem. Ketamine, and the consequent psychosis, converted me from someone who has learned to live with depression on-the-whole pretty successfully to someone who is dead. I was happy, very happy, less than two years ago. We had so many plans, a year of trips already booked, and I had so many hopes for our future in my mind. I used to say, “We can do anything we want” and I really believed it. Whatever challenges life might have presented us with, we would have been strong enough to learn from my mistakes and keep going, I imagine for 40+ more happy years. I’m sure many of you reading this are facing immense challenges, traumas, loss and other difficulties, and you are staying strong and moving forward.. Without the ketamine, I think I could have been just like you. I recovered from psychotic behaviour quite quickly. But I was never going to be able to recover from what it did to my mind thereafter. Please if you have any voice, try to warn the public that drugs like Ketamine, which have important applications in treating mental illness, can have a notable side effect if used the wrong way -- to end a promising life and destroy multiple families, pretty much overnight. And it is a very slow and painful death. 他非常后悔服用氯胺酮，尤其是没有医生给出医疗建议和监督的情况下。 如果不是服用了氯胺酮，他本来有信心有能力克服生活里的困难，还有着 40 年的美好人生，但现在戛然而止。 致幻剂的效果可能很快会消退，但它对大脑和精神的改变是持久且不可逆的。 按他的遗愿，我们必须再次强调，氯胺酮这类精神药物，尽管在治疗心理疾病方面有重要的应用。如果错误摄入，一夜之间，就可以毁灭一个人的前程和和家庭。 缓慢，而痛苦的死亡。 医生手里小心用是药，个人自己胡乱嗑就是毒。 就这么简单。