❛❛Desperate❜❜ The day you rejected my love is where I started to feel hopeless. Desperate. After all this time I spent pursuing your love, you decided to reject it outright, making me feel disappointed and unfair. The way you cut me down, the way you being so rude to me. Trying to find new fun, but I can not find. Trying to heal my heart, but I can't be strong when it's come to you. I decided to stop trying. I have finally given myself to darkness and solitude without you. I dive deep into the ocean of despair. Dive into the ocean of darkness. Dive into the ocean of solitude. Diving and sinking with feelings of disappointment and unwillingness.