FICTIONAL MEN 𝅦 𖥧 How straight to the point? I met him, I couldn't miss him even once or for a second, but one problem for sure was that he wasn't real because he was only on the laptop screen, barely even an image on paper, but in my mind I was already imagining to plan all my future with him. a house with a small picket fence with a simple yet elegant feel and maybe an extra three puppies? Ah damn, so stupid that my mind craved it. I have advised my subconscious mind that he is on paper! Hey he's not real (but I think he will T___T) hold my breath for a second then close my eyes and count from one to ten, my mind says “why do I always fall in love with fictional men?” Indeed, from the beginning, our hearts and minds cannot be in one way or one understanding, they are opposites. The actor is so cute it makes my cheeks blush but he looks like he's thirty three years and above but why not? I think he's only ten years older than me, huftt confused whether I want to reject or accept that fact but come on, rise to accept that fact because I'm not a child who can play pretend, I'm already big and not a child anymore, I just feel things- real love thing for a fake or fictional guy ༘