maybe it's about past lives maybe I was a corrupted mind a rotten soul‌ that is destined to hurt maybe I killed you there so that's why you're killing me inside mama told me don't fall in love maybe she knows me from my past life is that why I'm wicked sometimes? what if it's all a punishment for the souls I couldn't save after all maybe I started a war and put fire on soldiers who tried to run that's why I'm playing solitary when everyone got someone maybe I was a cruel king who brutally damaged the good that's why all my worth seems like a joke maybe I didn't hear out the peasant and now no one hears my voice what if it's all about past lives would it justify the sorrow that I have to live up to another me's choise? did I make promises I couldn't deliver? now I look at those whose mouths are full but their gold turns out to be silver maybe it happens because I was a sinner I keep thinking about it I wanna cling to these kind of reasons they're easier to believe than thinking you just don't want me to be her – nz