I hate my job I hate it !!!I hate it!!!! I hate it!!!!! I hate the fact that I'm alone, dealing with any mental torment possible , not having a progress , ending up being unappreciated and blamed for every minor inconvenience ! I hate that I have feelings. It's been four fuckin months and nothing! I learned nothing! I know nothing! I failed ! Yet I have to stick to this fuckin work because I made a godforsaken promise!!!