When I became accustomed to relying solely on rationality, making decisions with cold precision, it seemed to me that this was my true essence. I convinced myself that control over emotions was strength, and that calmness was the only right path. But in my attempt to suppress my feelings, I began losing an important part of myself, no longer understanding my true desires and reactions. Realizing this, I allowed my emotions to surface and started seeking a balance between reason and feelings. It’s not about being controlled by emotions or completely subordinated to logic, but about seeing them as allies. When reason and emotions began to work together, I felt a sense of wholeness and started to understand myself and my desires better. True strength was found in harmony, where neither reason nor feelings dominate, but complement each other.