Ik it's hard to love your work.

I think, one of the reasons that you can't love your work is the fact that it doesn't look the way you wanted it to, so you think it's "bad."

A lot of my arts don't look the way I want them to look. but that doesn't mesn they're bad or ugly.

they just don't look the way I want them too. and that's alright. That doesn't make make them ugly at all. They're two whole different things.