I had to jump off the porch, yeah I wanna kill myself now, I wanna feel, but I can't Now I got blood on the door, yeah Don't wanna feel just like this, don't feel real, don't like this Now I feel worse than before, yeah Why in the fuck it work like that? Thought I was safe, no, my bad I turn myself to a corpse, yeah I got a target on my back, I got a mark on my right hand